Thursday, November 25, 2010

Last weekend.

I totally forgot to fill yous all in on last weekend.
Thursday night we went to brittany willcox's place and drank before the main event. It was the start of julie's birthday celebrations. I had a fantastic time at the event, but britney decided she wasnt' having a good time so she made lauren drive her home. then lauren came back for the last few songs. we took everyone else home, then her and i had life chats while driving around sydney. it was a lot of fun, and i got to know her on a deeper level. i'm glad she's got a lot of the same hostile feelings towards britney sometimes too. always good to know you're not the only one, eh.

friday night i wasn't going to drink, but brittany marie ditched britney nicole so i felt bad and did. britney got HAMMERED. she couldn't talk or walk .. or even stand. it was probably the drunkest i ever saw her. i went to go brush my teeth and she followed me in the bathroom and pulled her pants down and fell off the toilet. i couldn't stop laughing. and all she kept saying is "betty, dont' leave me. don't leave betty". i wasn't even pretending to leave. i was just standing there. lauren and i decided to hold off on going to the capri until she sobered up. she didn't sober up, but terrik came up and he was just as loaded. she was all over him, and he didn't seem interested. it was kind of funny. but we ditched those two and went to the capri, but the capri was over capacity, so we didn't get in. instead we went to tim hortons, and apparently i was yelling at some guys in there. i got a sandchich and it was so delicious. we went home and chatted with spicy at the table. britney was passed the fuck out. 
saturday we hosted julie's big birthday surprise bash. she was totally surprised. we were worried not many people were there because it was quite the snow storm outside. but a lot of people ended up showing up. i almost didn't make it out cause i couldn't find my id .. all the cabs were crazy, but luckily, i have 2 cab drivers cell phone numbers, so they both came for me. people kept buying me drinks at the bar, and i think someone paid my cover. i remember dancing with a bunch of people, and one really gay guy saying he wanted to have betty babies with me, so they could be wonderful dancers like him and i are .... i forgot to take a coat, and after the capri we all got fries, and then all of the cabs were busy again. so we walked to tim hortons .. and there was this guy named tim with us, and he gave me his jacket. he was really sweet, and i remember eyeing him the entire night. he later told me apparently i was 'grabbing' a bit. we got home, and lauren and i were locked out of alumni because we forgot our keys. finally someone came along for us. we had a hot chocolate and then went to bed. i went on facebook, and this tim fellow added me, and we started talking.. we ended up talking for 3 and a half hours. and we've talked every night since then, just small talk at first, but after that we are totally honest with each other. i know pretty much everything secretive about him, and he knows the same for me. he just seemed really trustworthy. we were talking last night for a few hours and we joke a lot about me busting into his room unexpectidly, and he was saying how i have a 'guy' so he didn't think that was a good idea. travis keeps reminding me he doesn't want to hurt me, but he doesn't want a relationship. i asked if he cared if i hooked up with someone, and he said no. HE SAID NO. so fuck off, if i want tim & travis .. i think i can get them both.
i, am not, a whore.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Shall I catch everyone up?

Travis & I finally made out.
We pretty much planned it, cause we were both too chicken shit to make the first move without talking about it first. I ended up doing it. I feel like we're in middle school. It really doesn't bother me, but it's kind of funny & childish.
All Friday night we were both drunk texting each other and he told me how much he liked me like every other text. It was sooo nice to hear. I was like glowing the entire night, i swear. I can't even remember what happened that night I was so excited. WAIT, i think that was the night Dana came over & she got kicked out of the Capri and we went to a gay bar by mistake.. and we took a limo because it was cheaper. And then Dana came back and she pee'd in Britney's chair cause she thought it was a toilet .. GOODNESS, we laughed SOOO hard.
Saturday night, Travis and i were drunk texting and it just ended up being sexting. I wasn't going to drink again, but i did. I had a wonderful night. Brit, Lauren and I ate an entire loaf of bread making grilled cheese, and then we went to BK and got salads, and I had a great time at the bar but Britney wasn't getting hit on .. so we had to leave. 
Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday i went out with Travis. Wednesday we all decided we should drink though.
BAD IDEA. i had to wake up at 6:45 to catch the bus home. i legit didn't even sleep. I don't even remember going to the bar. I remember being so upset when i couldn't find my ID, and i cried. then i was loaded watching the CMT's and I cried again when Brad Paisley won Entertainer of the year. I ended up taking a cab by myself to the Capri cause Britney was ditching Lauren so bad for JP & Davis. and I got the cab drivers number and he told me a long story which I can't remember .. but he got my into the Capri for free ! not sure how .. but he did. I called him when it was time to take us home too. I don't remember seeing JJ or Jillmd at the bar, but I have pictures with them both .. Brit brought home a guy who basically ate her neck. The next day we realized he was mental, literally. She's super embarrassed, but it's so funny. She didn't even know his name. She went down to 105 and locked him out of her room. I was sleeping on the couch, and I wake up to this guy with no shirt on in the chair across from me. So I had to keep him company while she was with Abdul    and Jamal ! 2 hours, and I learned his entire life story.
Poor guy.
I woke up still drunk and caught my bus and it was all for the best :)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

HALLOWEEN WEEKEND

Thursday, I had a great time at Brittany Wilcox's with her, Maria and Julie. No drinking, just pumpkin carving and fun. All was great !
Friday, I was Betty Boop. I was so drunk, I let a closeted gay guy motorboat me, and I was super mean to Spicy for no reason. I don't really remember too much. No pictures from that night were pretty of me. We had a bowl full of condoms to give out as 'treats' and mostly I just stayed around the table playing with those. Banana flavoured don't taste like banana, jusssayin'. I got really mad at Brit for some stupid reason. I think she said "you're laying on the couch when we have guest, get up" or something. I went to my room and cried and went to bed, basically. Then Lauren came barging in, and was pretty much crying and said she wanted ice cream so we called Britney who of course was in 105. Lauren drunk drove us to Burger King and I just sat in the back while they faught about who was most heartbroken ... I didn't really care. Rhys told Lauren that they will never be together and Spicy told Dana (One of Brits best friends) that he never liked Britney and never will .. so yeah. My deliemma was just that Travis went to see the movie we were suppose to see together without me .. No biggy compared to them I guess. I feel horrible that I went with Lauren driving drunk, I hate that I did that. Just so everyone knows.
Saturday night, I was a lion and there was the Halloween at the Pitt, and it was the biggest night on rez. I don't even know what I did to be honest. Maria told me I was hilarious. I drank almost all of my 40 of vodka, plus Scott had homemade wine that he shared with us. I don't even like wine, but I downed it. While waiting for a cab apparently I sat in the truck of a random van because it was cold outside and just chilled and I tried to get into any open vehicle I could. I went to the Capri with Brittany Wilcox and Maria and a girl named Ashley & I sat in the front with the cab driver and made him hold my hand the entire time .. Then we waited in line and I had a grande ole talk with Abdul. We didn't even get into the Capri it was so packed. So we tried to go to Dooleys and I lost my ID and didn't get in ! Then we went to Tim Hortons and I realized I lost my phone, so Ashley called it and the nice Saudi guy who found it brought it to Tim Hortons and Maria said I was telling him I'd marry him in a second he was so nice .. Then I stole a white cowboy hat from someone at Tim Hortons then ran to our cab that we were getting back to rez. I got home and went on a mad mission looking for Scott. I called Kyle a few times I think and he said Scott was throwing up somewhere, so I went on all the floors and Britney was just like I don't care about Scott whatever, you ffind him. So finally I found him in his car, and got him to come up. I thought for sure Lauren was sleeping in Britney's bed so I told him he could come sleep with me. So we just talked and cuddled for like 3 hours. I migh'tve gave him a handjob .... but I didn't mack him .. UGH why must I always do these things?? haha but seriously, I have thought he was hot since the first day I met him. I don't know why, but yeahh. He was loaded and shit though so he probs regrets it. And I don't wanna tell Brit cause they're like best friends ... so yeah. I am puuumped we hooked up though. I can't get over how hot he is .. OHHHHH BY THE WAY HE IS A FUCKING SAILOR..... :) like a real one, not a halloween one ...omg yay !

Sunday, October 24, 2010

How's life going with me?
Well, I had a fantastic weekend, but I'm still basically miserable. 

Friday night was the Flo Rida concert, I didn't go. Instead I went to Jillmd's house warming party. After Britney and Lauren left, some really fun people came and I made new friends. I was the only one there who didn't smoke weed or cigarettes or both though. When the concert finished, Brit and Lauren kept begging me to go to Dooleys, I knew Travis was there, so I didn't really want to go. I had been brave earlier, and asked if he liked me and his answer was "i like you as much as i like anybody", oh well at least he doesn't hate me i guess? It kind of pissed me off, but i shall survive. So everybody at the party was kind of mad at them calling every two seconds asking me to bring their brush and flasks. So while everyone else was waiting on a limo, because somehow it was cheaper than a cab, Lauren Ponee and a guy named Mitch and I went to the Capri because I was scared that they were going to hate me if I didn't. We got there, and I snuck in TWO flasks in my bra & I gave Mitch my phone, and we got there and Lauren couldn't even brush her hair and Britney was too drunk to drink more. SO IT WAS A TOTAL WASTE. omf, i was super pissed. Everyone was loaded out of their minds that night, I was with Abdul and together we could barely keep up with Lauren. Somehow I managed to get Travis to come pick me up. So I went home and then it turned out Lauren was drugged but a guy we know. She was going on about it, saying it was E and all this. The guy she's in love with, Rhys & Billy, a guy she fucked who has a girlfriend and I were all there listening. She was being really weird and we're all pretty sure it wasn't E, but the guy who gave it to her was FUCKED outta his mind. Like seriously? he came up around 4am and I was on the couch so Lauren Ponee could have a bed, and he was being the biggest douche of life. He was like Beth, ohhh Beth you're Britneys friend, so you have power, but you're fat, so i don't know if i should listen and you should just stop now" UGH, whatevs though. It was still a good night even dispite that. 
Last night I was totally against drinking, but Brittany Marie came in and Justin came and I just ended up finishing off a pint of vodka. We played socialables & then around 1230 Britney, Lauren and Britney Marie all left for the Capri. Justin wasn't too happy with Britney Nicole, so he wanted me to stay with him and save him. So I did, and Melissa and and another guy named Brandon. I am pretty sure I paid for the cab... and Justin works, so boo ..
All I remember when I was at the capri, is that i got my picture taken with the smurfs & I drank a beer ( i hate beer) and that I wasn't there very long.. I must have Travis whiped even if he doesn't like me, because one of my texts say "i'm not driving you home" and then the next one is come out, we're waiting. It was him and his friend Ryan again. Apparently I had been inviting them inside all night but Travis was tired. So I got home and now I've come to a blank .. I don't know what happened or how I got there, but I called Ryan (Travis's friend) from the fourth floor lounge and I talked to him from 2:30-5:00am ..I am not sure, but I think he's got a girlfriend. But he seems like h'e's a good guy and like I have a lot more in common with him than with Travis. I do like Travis still, but I don't like all this lost cause shit.
Britney barged in around 5 and made me hang up on Ryan, cause she thought it was Travis and she's not a fan of him. Then she couldn't find her bb so we went on a mad hunt all around alumni looking for it. She slept in my bed and was talking about stuff I don't care about until almost 6 then I just fell asleep. 
I can't even believe I'm alive right now. Lauren went out and got us Poutine from Glace bay & now Brits still asleep in my bed and it's super hot in here so I can't sleep.
I am texting Ryan and Travis both. What am i getting myself into ..

Monday, October 18, 2010

Eff Off Mostafa !!

darsh says:
 hey
Beth! says:
 heyy
darsh says:
 how r u beth 
 i miss u so much 
Beth! says:
 i'm good and you?
 hah miss you too
darsh says:
 i cant see u 4 a long time  
Beth! says:
 lol nope we haven't
darsh says:
 how`s ur study ?
Beth! says:
 it's going pretty good 
 i had a midterm today, but i think i passed
darsh says:
 yeah ,, thats great 
 dont be sad beth to mee 
Beth! says:
 i'm not sad ! lol
darsh says:
 if i told u any thing that u will be sad towards  me 
Beth! says:
 don't tell me then, i don't want to be sad.
darsh says:
   
Beth! says:
 i am having a good day, i don't want it to be ruined haha
darsh says:
 i told u dont be sad to me 
 yeah mee 2 
Beth! says:
 well i am not sad with you now, but if you tell me anything not good, then i will be sad.
 and i don't want that.
darsh says:
 yeah meee 1 
 mee 2
 u stay single ... or u have a boy friend ? 
Beth! says:
 i am single but i am kind of with someone
 why?
darsh says:
 just for asking 
 coz i feel that u change towards mee
 a little 
Beth! says:
 how so?
darsh says:
 i feel it 
Beth! says:
 oh .. lol well i don't think i changed.
darsh says:
 but i feel u changed a lot ... when i  talk too u last time ... when i was in egypt
Beth! says:
 i'm sorry i guess i am just different now 
darsh says:
 never mind ,, it`s ok 
 but u didnot ask ... every time i ask to u 
 and u dont 
 u forgot ........... 
Beth! says:
 i forgot?
darsh says:
 thw last year 
 when i stay at the res. ?
Beth! says:
 yeah i know what happened last year, but that was last year.
darsh says:
 dont be sad when  i told u that 
Beth! says:
 i am over whatever you told me last year. i am very happy where i am now.
darsh says:
 ok beth 
 but u want to stay single all the time 
 ?
Beth! says:
 no, but i have someone in mind that i want. 
darsh says:
 and u found it ?
Beth! says:
 yes i know who he is, and he is the only one i want to be with.
darsh says:
 canadian ?
Beth! says:
 yess
darsh says:
 haha 
 k 
 c u 
Beth! says:
 uh k .. bye
darsh says:
 if i will remove u from face book ... u will be sad ?
 ??
 ??
Beth! said (5:10 PM):
 hahahahahha
 maybe
 why would you delete me though?

i already wrote this on my tumblr, but whatevs.

MY WEEKEND SUCKED ASS & WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY.

Went to Halifax. Got drunk in an appartment. Vanessa got super sick. We ate pizza.
Shopped at Lush & Old Navy. Got a lost on the way to our hotel. GOT AN AMAZING HOTEL SUITE. Went out to eat. Got to see Megan & Shannyn and some Hali girls that are friends with Brit. Got drunk again. 
Got kicked out of our hotel. Went to the DOME. Stood alone in line for almost 40 minutes. Sat alone at the bar because I couldn’t find anyone. Finally found Lauren, Kaitlyn and Vanessa. Danced/Made out with a brown boy. Got yelled at in front of everyone by Britney because “I told Lauren that she ditched me”. Went outside to get air and made friends with a police officer named Paul and a gay guy who got kicked out of the bar for making out with a guy on the dance floor. Cried my eyes out when Brit wouldn’t stop yelling. Vanessa looked after me. We had nowhere to stay, so Lauren drove us back to Cape Breton. We left Haliwood at 5:00am, and got back at 10:00am and we stopped at Rita’s Tea Room but it was closed. 
We still have to pay for the hotel, even though we didn’t stay, and even though we didn’t do anything except be loud. No damage or anything.
I decided it was better if I didn’t tell my mum or dad this.

Friday, October 15, 2010

OH LOVE LIFE YEHAW & ALL THAT JAZZ :D
so i went for a drive last night with travis. he picked me up at 9 and droped me off at 11. we just like drove all around sydney, glace bay, new waterford & all these little random places. 
leave it to me to find a guy i like who hates water and boats. fml.  AHAHA, kiddinggg ..
he's one of those guys who teases a lot, and jokes. he actually had me in stitches laughing at some of the things. it was funnn !
nothing happened or anything, but i don't need that.
i like taking thing slow.

and when he texted me after he was saying how i probs wouldn't want to see him again. wtf, why not? then we made plans for next weekend and kept joking around. 
i be happy right now, except i won't see him all weekend out cause i'll be in halifax.
and i kind of don't want to mack anyone in haliwood, but i'm scared i will. i'll be drunk texting him all along anyways so i'm sure it'll come up if he'd care or not. if he cares, he won't want me to. right?

sdfghjkllkjhgfdfgjklfgkl; :)

Monday, October 11, 2010

i had two coolers friday, i was just too tired. brit was super mad that i didn't drink with them. my nickname for the night was bitchy betty. i am glad i didn't though. 
saturday, however, i was the first one drunk, the last one drunk and the drunkest. it started out sad, because we went to say goodbye to denielle at the airport because she was leaving to move to calgary and we were all crying. then we all just started drinking as soon as we got back to rez. i remember dancing on the couch to the rankins, i remember playing hand clapping games (cee cee my playmate and stuff like that) then I remember stealing someones shoes to go to teh capri in. a friend drove me and two others and we were all pouring out hearts out in the car. got there, and i can't remember a thing. everyone said i was at the bar and some asian was with me, then the whole night i was dancing with him & macking him and all over him. WHY MUST I ALWAYS GO WITH THE ASIANS? not sure how i got home, but we stopped at burger king & i remember there was a guy in the trunk with an unfamiliar accent. lauren found me passed out on someone's bed on 3rd floor (for the record, i don't actually know anyone on the third floor..) then we pretended to lock ourselves out of our apartment so rhys and billy would help us get in, but then we actually DID lock ourselves out. i remember spicy was around a lot and i was passing out on his chair, and he was going to cook me eggs. i don't even like eggs, so i'm glad he didn't.
lauren macked jamal ! hahahahhahahhahahahah .. britney might've too .. hahahahahahahhaha
i remember spicy, jamal, lauren and me were all laying on laurens floor rolling around pretending to talk to lady gaga on spicys blackberry and playing more hand clapping games. 
lauren invited me to sleep in her bed, so i was all cozy then brit came in and called me "snoring whoring" and i wasn't aloud to sleep in laurens bed. cause she was going to sleep there too, and she wouldn't sleep there if i was there. so i got mad and went to my bed. then brit came in and we started crying together. then lauren came in and we all ate loads of peanuts. towards the end, they were like where should we put the shells?
and APPARENTLY i said "just shove it between the wall and the bed, and i'll clean it when i wake up". i am such an idiot. i woke up with peanut shells EVERYWHERE. literally. all through my hair, my bed, covering the floor and everything. there was also a swiffer in my room. i have a carpet, so i'm not really sure how that would help..
it was a good night.

Friday, October 8, 2010

ugh frustrations ..

i hate this weekend. 4 year since my parents split and it still kills me thinking about it. so i have this big plan to be drunk all weekend and have a great time and think about anything but thanksgiving and all that jazz.
so i went to the main event last night with some glace bay girls. britney ditched us for a guy who she brought home & slept with. i had a great time with the girls, but lauren was all bitchy cause brit left us & how brit's always mad about when lauren ditches her. whatever, it's stupid shit.
we have a great time there, then when we get home there's a random sleeping on our couch. so we try to wake the buddy up & he's out cold. then lauren gets all loud talking about britney and he wakes up. he was the guy brit was hooking up with's friend who drove him here. he was so drunk poor guy, but he seemed nice enough. i tried to give lauren ponee my bed because i was being a good hostess, so i slept on the other couch. then lauren ponee wouldn't sleep in the bed cause she didn't want to be mean. so we had a big sleep over in the living room. 
brit called at 7:30 with JP left, and i went in to talk to her. she apologized and stuff. brit asked if travis was there last night and i said no, because he wasn't. but he asked me out to go to the movies, and she was like ohh, lauren's not gonna be happy. LIKE A GIVE A FUCK IF LAUREN'S HAPPY. seriously? cause he was a loser THREE YEARS AGO, doesn't mean he is one now. even if he is, who the fuck cares? ohh my best friends do, so i should stop talking to him and be a complete bitch to someone who's been nothing but nice to me since i met him. yeaaa, sounds like a fucking brilliant plan.


so i couldn't go back to sleep after that.
i think darcy and i are going to have a girlie day today in her room so i can get away from 206 & the people in it. but it's spicy's 25th birthday today .. me, lauren and brit bought him a singing card and a pipe. i hope he likes it, cause it was 20$ each. and i really don't have money to spare. whatevaa, i guess he's my roomie, he should be worth it haha :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

:)

Sam and I before the Foam Party
So Thursday was shitty, but Friday made up for it. Apparently the rule is, if you have two weekends of drama, you get one day drama free.
So Friday was the foam party. I drank more than half a quart of vodka and was loving life. I was wearing my rubber boots, and dancing with J.J (mikes girlfriend). Mike didn't get there until 11. Everybody else went to the foam party and I wasn't going to because I didn't get a bracelet in time. I remember dancing with J.J & yelling out the window and then turning around and Mike was behind us. Jenna was here for the weekend, so she came back and begged me to go over again with her. I taped on J.J's bracelet and then literally RAN to the pitt. We got in and went straight to the foam. For those of you who don't know what a foam party is.. they basically fill the bar with bubbly soap/ foam. I remember dancing with this guy Andrew, and his girl friend was right there. She was like all for it. We could have macked for all I know, but Jenna said the girlfriend was like "let her dance with him and you dance with me" .. He was hot though. Yep.
Honestly I can't even remember what we did when we got back. I watched the run aways until 5am, and I honestly could not tell you what it was about, or any of the key points that happened. I went to bed at 7am and woke up at 8am. I could not bend my knees at all when I did wake up. I wrote on Brits wall telling her to come in and check on me when she woke up. 

Britney, Sam, Lauren and Jenna all laughed at all me day because I was limping and it took about 4 hours to get from my room to the kitchen. They decided to call me Betty Fox, and without telling me, they changed my facebook name and 'liked' 100 Terry Fox pages. ONE HUNDRED of them exactly. I got kind of pissed, but I'll admit I looked like shit, and it was pretty funny now that I look back on it. My relationship status is widowed now, and I disowned all four of the girls as my children.
I was really scared I wasn't going to be able to go to the capri and see Travis, because I knew he was going. But once I started drinking, the pain went away ! it actually did .. and so I went. But not after Britney kicked Mike's friend Alex out of our apartment for being annoying and throwing a facecloth at her. I feel bad cause he was hot and french, but he was really getting on my nerves too. Brittany Marie was annoying everyone too bragging about her sex life an how she lost 100 pounds .. not true. Britney definitely let her mouth go off and Brittany Marie decided the capri wasn't really where she wanted to go. Jenna, Britney and a stoned Lauren all went in though. As soon as we got there they all wanted to leave. I was sooo pissed off. I guilted them into staying for a while, and I spotted him but I got all nervous and didn't want to go over. So the girls decided to go outside and get poutine. I just sat in the corner and salked, but then Travis and his friend Ryan came out looking for me. They bought some fries and just sat and talked with me for a while until Britney hailed a cab and made me leave. The guys said they'd come party with us one night. 
After we left he was saying he regretted not dancing with me again, and he wishes I could've stayed there with him, and he called me pretty & said he thought I was going to stand him up. OBVIOUSLY I wouldn't do that.
Today we missed the CBU attempt to beat the world record for biggest water balloon fight that I was really excited for. We cleaned instead, and did laundry. Travis texted me asking if I was hungover, and we talked from like 6 - 12 when he went to bed. I said I went to see the Devil in theatres on tuesday and he was like "why didn't you tell me i would've went, now im just going to have to cry myself to sleep" then when i said next time he would be invited for sure he said he would love to. Did I ask him on a date right there? I'm not actually sure. Sam, Brit, Lauren and I searched our cubbords high and low and we couldn't find anything to eat, so we went to Italian Village and had pizza. It was so good, but I'm stuffedddd.
I feel like I'm missing something, but it's late and I have an early class.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Oh joy, this again.

Brit never really forgave Lauren for what Lauren "did" with Andrew. Which according to Lauren was nothing. I sort of mostly believe Lauren. She's a good friend, and I don't think she's ever liked Andrew. Sure, she got drunk with him, but that might've been because she had no one else? Yeah, cause Brit turned them all against her.
Spicy told me that he might possibly have a girlfriend, and OMG if I tell Brit she'll be more upset at me for not telling her than Spicy for not liking her.I told Jenna though, and Spicy might bring her tomorrow night to our party. I really hope he doesn't mention that I knew. Brit LOVES him.. and I really don't think he knows that. Brit just keeps getting on my nerves lately, really. Sure, she's my best friend, but she's causing even more drama than Carrie did. And fuck, I will always hate Carrie for it. Luckily Jenna's here this weekend, so I don't have to deal with both of the girls venting to me. Jenna will deal with Britney and I'll deal with Lauren & then we'll get together and compare.

Brit is always upset whenever someone talks to Spicy about her. Which we don't do, honestly. She just assumes we do. Lauren's obsessed with Rhys, and Brit went up to him TWICE, not once, but twice, and asked if he'd mack Lauren or at least give her a chance. She's blaming Billy and Ashley, but I have a feeling Britney constintly asking him to hook up with Lauren might've been a turn off to him. Highschool much? Seriously, she'd flip her shit if one of us did that to her though. It's like she can do no wrong, and all Lauren CAN do is wrong. She won't even give her a chance. Obviously Lauren's got her flaws too, but I'm over all this shit. I shouldn't have to live with it, right? 



They won't stop talking about how I like Toby, this black guy who's birthday is today. He turns 18, and I swore I wouldn't do the younger guy thing again.. He's in one of my classes and I don't like him. As a friend, yes. But I CLEARLY like Travis, even though it really doesn't seem like a promising idea. Can't I just go to the foam party tomorrow and maybe just drink my night away with Sam and Jenna who are both staying in 206 with us this weekend. Dash is away in Halifax, so no worries about him being mad if we're too loud :)

I was really hoping for a good weekend, but I don't see how that'll be happening now.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Just a few random things that I don't think I'll go into detail:

  • A few nights ago I went to steel city (sports bar) sober & got a drive home with a random man who picked Britney, Andrew, a girl named Anna & myself up. Brit thought it was a cab ... but it wasn't. Him & Anna smoked a joint on the way back to rez. He was an old guy and bought us all tim hortons. Andrew gave him 50$ when we got there. Andrew was loaded & confessed his love to Brit. Brit is clearly in love with Andrew and is now pissed at him for making out with her that night and then the next night calling her a stupid drunk.
  • Tonight, I was sober again, cause I'm sick. We stayed in for Denielle's going away party (she's moving to Calgary ..... *BIG SADNESS*) Somehow a few big black guys came, and the biggest one (Fortune, is his name) kept unplugging our Christmas lights that we have up and turning down our music for no reason. Brit got pissed off & started screaming for him to get out of the apartment. When it looked like he was about to punch her, the other two black guys tried calming him down and Diane decided to threaten to call the cops. The hot black guy finally got him out and then Melissa (a new girl, from NB!) and Lauren were still in the hall and he threw tequilla at them. It got in Mel's eyes and she started having a panic attack and the hot black guy basically carried her to the ladie's washroom to help her out. The others tried cleaning up and putting fortune to bed. He was drunk, but that isn't an excuse. Brit drank more to calm her down and ended up getting super drunk. Diane was great with Mel and redid her hair. Denielle had a big welp on her back from where the Christmas lights were torn down and fell on her back, Tequila was all through the halls, Lauren had a bruise on her foot from where the glass he threw landed. All this happened before midnight. I stayed in while they all went to the Capri, and watched Fever Pitch. I want to be in Boston, so bad. SO BAD.\
  • I will be drinking tomorrow night, and it had better be a good night. Mike is going to be here with his new girlfriend JJ ... I don't know how I'll feel about that, but whatevs. I'll survive. It's not like I like him or anything ...

Saturday, September 18, 2010

uh oh, i'm an alcoholic.

I've been drunk for 3 nights, and tonight's another one. I am kind of dead. Rum is exhausting, I'll tell you that ! I think it was the rum that was depressing me. I switched to vodka last night & had a wonderful time at the tight and bright.


So a few nights ago (Wednesday) Spicy came home, so we did some drinking. He didn't get back until later. Mike came around to drink, and we all had a great time. I realized for sure, I like him. I honestly never stopped. I just distracted myself. I am not going to anymore though. JJ a friend of Brits came over that night too, and Mike and her hit it off. They left the capri together that night. I got upset and just sat in the car for an hour crying & singing "Dancing on my own" by Robyn. We had to go on a hunt for Britney, cause she kept calling me saying she was with Everett on Charlotte street. We found her by the Cambridge hotel.
We got home, and blah blah.

Thursday, we had a birthday party for a friend of Lauren's. We decorated and everything ! We even had strobe lights and a black light up. Anyways, I met all these glace bay girls, and had a wonderful time. I wasn't planning on drinking, but I mean, c'mon it was a BIRTHDAY party. You can't NOT drink..right? So we decided to go to the Main Event in Glace Bay. I was pretty sober by the time we got there, and I still had a great time. I was the only one dancing with Maria ( the birthday girl ), and I legit picked her up from the floor over 10 times in 2 hours. There was a super hot gay guy around, and I had
the most sexual dance with him ever.  Anyways, it was fun. After, Brit and Lauren went drunk driving, so I was super pissed. I stayed with Denielle outside the Event with some Egyptians (Bassem, Omar, and some guy named Moe?). We got a ride to Sydney with Denielles mum, then went to rez. Brit passed out in Abdul's bed, and Denielle sat with Bassem and Abdul and Omar for a while, talking about pervy thing. Denielle and I decided to drink more. So we were drunk again, and went over to Omar's in Newrez. He was basically sleeping while she was there chatting away. I just felt bad for waking him up, and keeping him up. I left around 5:30 and came to bed.


Last night was the Tight and Bright party at the pitt. We were all getting ready, then all of a sudden a million people came in. Like, people I've never seen in my life. I tried to meet them all, but there were just so many. At one point there were about 50 randoms just chillin' around our apartment. I had a great time !
I met some really nice people. Some Saudi's stole Denielle's blackberry, so to 'help out' Lauren stole 3 other ones. We're still not sure who's they are. On our way to the bar with some hot sober guy driving us, we called Laurens dad on one of the bb's and talked to him. She was like "I just got a blackberry! Call me on this number if you need me now, ok?" I roared. 
We got there safely, and had a wonderful time dancing. A different gay guy from X who was at our 206 party saved me twice from creeps. Pretty sure he's coming back tonight too :) .. Denielle got all pissy cause Moe was dancing with some other girl, so I followed her outside. She flipped at me to leave her alone, but being such a good friend, I just yelled back at her and stayed. C'mon, I'm not gunna leave her outside the Capri of all places .. Yamen, Lauren, Denielle, A really hot Egyptian & I all went back to rez. I think I paid for the cab? haha. We all went to the fourth floor to yamen's place. Denielle and I left, and went downstairs. The hot guy said he'd buy me a drink tonight. 


I feel like I'm missing stuff, but that's the jist of it i guuesssss?
PARTY IN 206 TONIGHT. it's going to be people from the last 3 parties combined + Jenna & Brittany Marie (who are here now)

Monday, September 13, 2010

Officially Second Year !

I guess it's over? They had a chat last night, and today they seem fine. Brit isn't totally convinced if Lauren's telling the truth or not, but at least they're talking now. The three of us went to the mall together today, Brit even road shotgun. I'm pumped it's all working out, and I feel less torn.


As for Travis, I've decided to see him Saturday night, just at the Capri though. Not the other two places, because I'd be slightly scared to go alone with Glace Bayers, where I don't actually know anyone. I invited him to the tight & bright party on Friday at the Pitt. He said he already had plans, and he only owned tight clothes.


Today was the first day of classes ! I can't say I'm looking forward to Economics, but the proff seems like he's got personality. That's always nice, eh?
"I like to get to know all of your faces. You want to know why? Because I pick up hitch hikers! If you see a little piece of junk going on the road, just stick out your thumb!" - Martin Moy (A little old chinese man who is my Econ 101 proff)


I am super excited for Comunication 103 though !! Judy is the proff, and she was super energenic, and I think I will do really well in that class. Our first exercise was she put us into groups, and we had to figure out 15 weird things we all had in common.
We only got 10, because it's really hard. Some were: We all were right handed, we all brush our teeth with manual tooth brushes (not electrical), we all played basketball in grade 5, and we all had braces at one point or another in our lives. There were some better ones, but class went by fast. Yehaw !

Saturday, September 11, 2010

So I haven't writen in a while, sooooo .. here's a bit of my drama filled life.


Brit and Lauren still aren't talking. Brit is pretty upset and basically plans to kill Lauren. Lauren and Andrew were aparently macking all last night and made Brit mad. She came home crying to me, saying if I ever stuck up for her again she'd never talk to me again. Which of course pissed me off, but I realized .. all my friends were hers first. I just don't know what to do. UGHH , i can't hear any more of this or I might die. I mean, I was planning on sleeping in the lobby last night. I just didn't want to hear anything. No more bad news. and Megan was telling Brit all that I was saying. I JUST CAN'T BE NEUTRAL.


I ended up making my friend Stephen come get me, and we went to his room and watched some family guy and talked. He's a sweetheart, and a really good friend. We were talking about his life drama, while I had my head on a pillow on his lap. I felt really safe, then his bell thing rings. We figured it was Kevin, so we opened it. It ended up being the girl he likes. She deffo got the wrong idea. I just left them to talk, and the girl was super sweet. She said I can stop by her room anytime I needed to talk. Darcy's her name.


I went out and talked with the security guard for a while. He's super nice, and he's the one who almost called the cops on me for being outside in a dress last time. This time he just gave me advice. He told me not to get in the middle of it, and to just try to be nice to everyone. HA, obviously !


I talked with Dash for a bit. He hates it when I drink, then I did some drunk texting.
When I was talking with Diane, I mentioned the randoms I meant. She said the one named Travis was really sweet. He was the hot one, jussayin'.. So I was texting him, and he said he'd look for me next weekend, and he's expecting more drunk texts from me tonight. He was using good grammar and everything, which is kind of a turn on.

I kind of want him ...


CBU VS UPEI , just got back from the girls game, WEeEeEoooOoOOWHO ARE WE?
ORANGE ARMY!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Oh hey bitch fight?

I'll start off saying, thank fuck Dash and I were sober last night. Otherwise, shit would've went down even harder than it did. I had a great evening with Diane, she took me out to eat because I was broke. Then we were grocery shopping, and she helped me pick out things that were cheap easy to cook. We came back and had a nice time talking with Lauren, Brit and Denielle. [ Backstory; Lauren & Diane had a really big falling out last year around March and barely talk anymore]. Diane left, and we were all still having a great time ! We skyped with Mike, who was still being weird and semi flirty. Then we were all just chatting. Andrew made Brit upset by saying shit, and then she was all crying, and Lauren & I were trying to help, but she didn't want Denielle. So Denielle got all mad, and started crying, and went down to 105. She called me to bring down her liquor, so I did. Then she wouldn't let me leave ! In 105, they were all speaking Arabic and talking about us (CLEARLY talking about us), and laughing. Denielle was just embarrassing us more by saying "only English here, only English", and "I hate Egyptian girls". I finally convinced her to come back up, and talk with the other two. It was thundering, lightening, and raining around 2 when they decided if they wanted to go out or not. Capri, of course. Dash said he'd drive them in Laurens car, and I decided to tag along. Dash, Brit and I waited outside Alumni for 25 minutes before Denielle and Lauren came out. We went anyway, and it was terrifying. Brit was bashing Andrew the entire time, and texting him shit. We got there and Dash and I waited outside in the car. I get a call from Brit saying "Lauren's on a rampage, she just flipped her shit on me, and now she says she's leaving". So we went to find Lauren and then had to drive her around. She was yelling about a bunch of stuff, but finally she decided we should go back for the other two because we were pretty sure they didn't have enough money to get back.
When Brit decided not to answer her phone, Lauren went in and brought her out. Denielle didn't come because "All she wanted to do was dance". So while Brit and Lauren were taring off each others heads in the back seat, I went in to find Denielle. For her to come out, I had to dance with her and this other two guys and they were going to come with us, but I had to show them our car was full in order for them to leave us, and to get Denielle into the car. We drove home and got here, and Denielle and Lauren stayed in the car to talk, while Brit decided to wash all the chalk off of our walls (they were covered..). Dash made me an Egyptian sandwhich while I put on pjs. I went to bed, and then I get a call from Brit, and she made me go over to her room secretly. I stayed the night there, and I fell asleep listening to her vent more. 


I woke up around 2:30 this afternoon, and I went back into my room, and my floor is DRENCHED, and my desk (with my loan papers on it). I was so pissed off. Then Brit still hasn't stopped talking about it. 


In other news, I checked out the new rez, and it's super nice. We have to eat there for our meal hall. It was actually delishhhh. Now my ex-boyfriend Steven won't stop texting me, and talking. He plans to visit me, HA .. like I'd let him in the door of my apartment? no way.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I need out already.

Just found out Fox won't be back until Winter ..
I told Brit .. she said she found out last night and forgot to tell me.
forgot to tell me.


If Spicy wasn't coming back, it'd be the end of the fucking world.
But the guy I've liked for almost a year is staying in Egypt longer, it's no big D.

I am not getting drunk until Saturday when Mike gets here.
Diane and I are going to hang out tonight I think. I hope, more like.

Wild Already?

This year, it just isn't the same. I have cried every night since I've been back so far. It's not like I'm sad, and it's over stupid reasons, but I remember being happier. Ah well, it'll all start looking up I'm sure.


new friends. paul, glen, travis and laurren.
So last night I was convinced to drink, so Lauren bought me a quart of rum & it's possible i finished over half of it.. we sang the Rankins at the top of our lungs for a while, then some people Brit invited showed up. They seemed cool to me. Justin I had met before, and I like talking to him a lot. Before he got here, Brit had a fit over Andrew. [background: Andrew's a douche bag & fucked over Britney, Carrie, Tikka, and many other girls]. Him and Lauren got loaded two nights ago alone together, while Brit was in Iona at her place. She got pissed cause she assumes Lauren knows that he's off limits. Not that Lauren wants him anyway, so it's kind of really stupid. Anyway, he completely did over our front door with peanuts & we hate Andrew signs, and then decorated our fridge with fabric paint. I haven't seen it sober yet, so I'm slightly worried. My arms right now are covered in black that won't come off. Thank god it's rather cold out so I can wear a sweater and not be embarrassed to go into public.


Some guy Brit invited was being rude to her and Lauren, so they kicked him out, and the guy Lauren wanted was his best friend so he had to leave too. Then Justin left after a while. Brit went down to 105, and I went out to apologize for Brit & Lauren, cause it was kind of extreme to kick him out of the apartment .. The guy WAS rude, and later in the night, he was texting Lauren & called me a "thing" A THING. fuck him & his family, fuuuuck. I do not appreciate that, jussayin. So I went to 105 and didn't feel like I was wanted (yet again), so I left outside and started crying on the ground. Some security guy came out of newrez and was chatting with me, making sure I was ok .. So I texted Paul, and he said he was in bed. I figured he wasn't going to come, so I texted Kyle (my old roommates best friend on campus). Or at least I thought I texted Kyle.. Paul came outside, and dumped my drink and told me I was too drunk. I walked a semi stright line and had Rhys outside with us, so he saw it too. I was in a tanktop and said I was going for a walk, and they wouldn't let me go. The security guy told me he'd call the cops on me if I went for a walk wearing my outfit, so I went in and put a sweater on. Came out and got a text from Kyle asking where I was. I told him I was with Paul outside Alumni. After a while, this random guy comes up to me and Paul in front of Alumni (him trying to convince me to go inside), and he asks if I am Bethany ... Obvs I say yes, because I am. He was like ok, well I was sent over here to come get you.
[sidenote: I was drunk, but I did realize how creepy this was. I would not have went if I didn't have Paul with me].
I begged Paul to come with me, and he was all ready to fight if he had to, which I think is cute and sweet of him. There was a random car parked, and then I was like no way am I getting in a car with strangers, so I made them get out. It was this random girl -laurren-, who was legit a lesbian (not that I care), and then a guy who I thought was really hot -travis-, and then the guy who came and got me-glen-. We sat and chated for a while, and then of course I got all their numbers (although I already had the girls, hahahaha).
I got back to the apartment, and just chilled for a while. Sam went to bed and brit and lauren stayed in my room while they texted mean things to Andrew and DonBomb (the guy they kicked out).


I have a wicked bad hangover right now, and I look like shit, but I am skyping Mike. So all is well :)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Hey bitches, I'm back !

So I started something new again. I wanted it to be completely separate to last years blog. This year it's going to be different, trust me.
Frosh week started today, and Drama is already full speed ahead.

This year, I shall use names & you might get a few pictures. Depending on my feelings & how friendly I want to be.



Here's the scoop;
Roomies - Brit, Lauren, Dash & Spicy.
Other Important People - Megan, Michelle, Jenna, Anita, Laura, Erin, Denielle, Fox, Bassem, Diane, Mike, Andrew, Kevin, Paul, Beth, Lacy, Billy, Ashley, Beth, Carrie & I'm sure there'll be others introduced eventually.



I should start with yesterday, but that's behind me now.
Firstly & more importantly, I decorated my room and cleaned 206 alumni this afternoon. Jussayin'.
Tonight, I went to the frosh bonfire & then had a wonderful night with Dash. Lauren & Andrew got drunk on shots of tequila. Megan thought I ditched her and was really pissed so I am slightly scared to talk to her. Kevin just arrived to residence. Mike will be here by Friday probably. I saw Carrie for the first time in four months. She didn't even say hi, HA.



I have lots to do tomorrow, so I need my beauty sleep.
xoxo