Wild Already?

This year, it just isn't the same. I have cried every night since I've been back so far. It's not like I'm sad, and it's over stupid reasons, but I remember being happier. Ah well, it'll all start looking up I'm sure.

new friends. paul, glen, travis and laurren.

So last night I was convinced to drink, so Lauren bought me a quart of rum & it's possible i finished over half of it.. we sang the Rankins at the top of our lungs for a while, then some people Brit invited showed up. They seemed cool to me. Justin I had met before, and I like talking to him a lot. Before he got here, Brit had a fit over Andrew. [background: Andrew's a douche bag & fucked over Britney, Carrie, Tikka, and many other girls]. Him and Lauren got loaded two nights ago alone together, while Brit was in Iona at her place. She got pissed cause she assumes Lauren knows that he's off limits. Not that Lauren wants him anyway, so it's kind of really stupid. Anyway, he completely did over our front door with peanuts & we hate Andrew signs, and then decorated our fridge with fabric paint. I haven't seen it sober yet, so I'm slightly worried. My arms right now are covered in black that won't come off. Thank god it's rather cold out so I can wear a sweater and not be embarrassed to go into public.


Some guy Brit invited was being rude to her and Lauren, so they kicked him out, and the guy Lauren wanted was his best friend so he had to leave too. Then Justin left after a while. Brit went down to 105, and I went out to apologize for Brit & Lauren, cause it was kind of extreme to kick him out of the apartment .. The guy WAS rude, and later in the night, he was texting Lauren & called me a "thing" A THING. fuck him & his family, fuuuuck. I do not appreciate that, jussayin. So I went to 105 and didn't feel like I was wanted (yet again), so I left outside and started crying on the ground. Some security guy came out of newrez and was chatting with me, making sure I was ok .. So I texted Paul, and he said he was in bed. I figured he wasn't going to come, so I texted Kyle (my old roommates best friend on campus). Or at least I thought I texted Kyle.. Paul came outside, and dumped my drink and told me I was too drunk. I walked a semi stright line and had Rhys outside with us, so he saw it too. I was in a tanktop and said I was going for a walk, and they wouldn't let me go. The security guy told me he'd call the cops on me if I went for a walk wearing my outfit, so I went in and put a sweater on. Came out and got a text from Kyle asking where I was. I told him I was with Paul outside Alumni. After a while, this random guy comes up to me and Paul in front of Alumni (him trying to convince me to go inside), and he asks if I am Bethany ... Obvs I say yes, because I am. He was like ok, well I was sent over here to come get you.
[sidenote: I was drunk, but I did realize how creepy this was. I would not have went if I didn't have Paul with me].
I begged Paul to come with me, and he was all ready to fight if he had to, which I think is cute and sweet of him. There was a random car parked, and then I was like no way am I getting in a car with strangers, so I made them get out. It was this random girl -laurren-, who was legit a lesbian (not that I care), and then a guy who I thought was really hot -travis-, and then the guy who came and got me-glen-. We sat and chated for a while, and then of course I got all their numbers (although I already had the girls, hahahaha).
I got back to the apartment, and just chilled for a while. Sam went to bed and brit and lauren stayed in my room while they texted mean things to Andrew and DonBomb (the guy they kicked out).


I have a wicked bad hangover right now, and I look like shit, but I am skyping Mike. So all is well :)