HALLOWEEN WEEKEND

Thursday, I had a great time at Brittany Wilcox's with her, Maria and Julie. No drinking, just pumpkin carving and fun. All was great !
Friday, I was Betty Boop. I was so drunk, I let a closeted gay guy motorboat me, and I was super mean to Spicy for no reason. I don't really remember too much. No pictures from that night were pretty of me. We had a bowl full of condoms to give out as 'treats' and mostly I just stayed around the table playing with those. Banana flavoured don't taste like banana, jusssayin'. I got really mad at Brit for some stupid reason. I think she said "you're laying on the couch when we have guest, get up" or something. I went to my room and cried and went to bed, basically. Then Lauren came barging in, and was pretty much crying and said she wanted ice cream so we called Britney who of course was in 105. Lauren drunk drove us to Burger King and I just sat in the back while they faught about who was most heartbroken ... I didn't really care. Rhys told Lauren that they will never be together and Spicy told Dana (One of Brits best friends) that he never liked Britney and never will .. so yeah. My deliemma was just that Travis went to see the movie we were suppose to see together without me .. No biggy compared to them I guess. I feel horrible that I went with Lauren driving drunk, I hate that I did that. Just so everyone knows.
Saturday night, I was a lion and there was the Halloween at the Pitt, and it was the biggest night on rez. I don't even know what I did to be honest. Maria told me I was hilarious. I drank almost all of my 40 of vodka, plus Scott had homemade wine that he shared with us. I don't even like wine, but I downed it. While waiting for a cab apparently I sat in the truck of a random van because it was cold outside and just chilled and I tried to get into any open vehicle I could. I went to the Capri with Brittany Wilcox and Maria and a girl named Ashley & I sat in the front with the cab driver and made him hold my hand the entire time .. Then we waited in line and I had a grande ole talk with Abdul. We didn't even get into the Capri it was so packed. So we tried to go to Dooleys and I lost my ID and didn't get in ! Then we went to Tim Hortons and I realized I lost my phone, so Ashley called it and the nice Saudi guy who found it brought it to Tim Hortons and Maria said I was telling him I'd marry him in a second he was so nice .. Then I stole a white cowboy hat from someone at Tim Hortons then ran to our cab that we were getting back to rez. I got home and went on a mad mission looking for Scott. I called Kyle a few times I think and he said Scott was throwing up somewhere, so I went on all the floors and Britney was just like I don't care about Scott whatever, you ffind him. So finally I found him in his car, and got him to come up. I thought for sure Lauren was sleeping in Britney's bed so I told him he could come sleep with me. So we just talked and cuddled for like 3 hours. I migh'tve gave him a handjob .... but I didn't mack him .. UGH why must I always do these things?? haha but seriously, I have thought he was hot since the first day I met him. I don't know why, but yeahh. He was loaded and shit though so he probs regrets it. And I don't wanna tell Brit cause they're like best friends ... so yeah. I am puuumped we hooked up though. I can't get over how hot he is .. OHHHHH BY THE WAY HE IS A FUCKING SAILOR..... :) like a real one, not a halloween one ...omg yay !

How's life going with me?
Well, I had a fantastic weekend, but I'm still basically miserable. 
Friday night was the Flo Rida concert, I didn't go. Instead I went to Jillmd's house warming party. After Britney and Lauren left, some really fun people came and I made new friends. I was the only one there who didn't smoke weed or cigarettes or both though. When the concert finished, Brit and Lauren kept begging me to go to Dooleys, I knew Travis was there, so I didn't really want to go. I had been brave earlier, and asked if he liked me and his answer was "i like you as much as i like anybody", oh well at least he doesn't hate me i guess? It kind of pissed me off, but i shall survive. So everybody at the party was kind of mad at them calling every two seconds asking me to bring their brush and flasks. So while everyone else was waiting on a limo, because somehow it was cheaper than a cab, Lauren Ponee and a guy named Mitch and I went to the Capri because I was scared that they were going to hate me if I didn't. We got there, and I snuck in TWO flasks in my bra & I gave Mitch my phone, and we got there and Lauren couldn't even brush her hair and Britney was too drunk to drink more. SO IT WAS A TOTAL WASTE. omf, i was super pissed. Everyone was loaded out of their minds that night, I was with Abdul and together we could barely keep up with Lauren. Somehow I managed to get Travis to come pick me up. So I went home and then it turned out Lauren was drugged but a guy we know. She was going on about it, saying it was E and all this. The guy she's in love with, Rhys & Billy, a guy she fucked who has a girlfriend and I were all there listening. She was being really weird and we're all pretty sure it wasn't E, but the guy who gave it to her was FUCKED outta his mind. Like seriously? he came up around 4am and I was on the couch so Lauren Ponee could have a bed, and he was being the biggest douche of life. He was like Beth, ohhh Beth you're Britneys friend, so you have power, but you're fat, so i don't know if i should listen and you should just stop now" UGH, whatevs though. It was still a good night even dispite that. 
Last night I was totally against drinking, but Brittany Marie came in and Justin came and I just ended up finishing off a pint of vodka. We played socialables & then around 1230 Britney, Lauren and Britney Marie all left for the Capri. Justin wasn't too happy with Britney Nicole, so he wanted me to stay with him and save him. So I did, and Melissa and and another guy named Brandon. I am pretty sure I paid for the cab... and Justin works, so boo ..
All I remember when I was at the capri, is that i got my picture taken with the smurfs & I drank a beer ( i hate beer) and that I wasn't there very long.. I must have Travis whiped even if he doesn't like me, because one of my texts say "i'm not driving you home" and then the next one is come out, we're waiting. It was him and his friend Ryan again. Apparently I had been inviting them inside all night but Travis was tired. So I got home and now I've come to a blank .. I don't know what happened or how I got there, but I called Ryan (Travis's friend) from the fourth floor lounge and I talked to him from 2:30-5:00am ..I am not sure, but I think he's got a girlfriend. But he seems like h'e's a good guy and like I have a lot more in common with him than with Travis. I do like Travis still, but I don't like all this lost cause shit.
Britney barged in around 5 and made me hang up on Ryan, cause she thought it was Travis and she's not a fan of him. Then she couldn't find her bb so we went on a mad hunt all around alumni looking for it. She slept in my bed and was talking about stuff I don't care about until almost 6 then I just fell asleep. 
I can't even believe I'm alive right now. Lauren went out and got us Poutine from Glace bay & now Brits still asleep in my bed and it's super hot in here so I can't sleep.
I am texting Ryan and Travis both. What am i getting myself into ..

Eff Off Mostafa !!

darsh says:
 hey
Beth! says:
 heyy
darsh says:
 how r u beth 
 i miss u so much 
Beth! says:
 i'm good and you?
 hah miss you too
darsh says:
 i cant see u 4 a long time  
Beth! says:
 lol nope we haven't
darsh says:
 how`s ur study ?
Beth! says:
 it's going pretty good 
 i had a midterm today, but i think i passed
darsh says:
 yeah ,, thats great 
 dont be sad beth to mee 
Beth! says:
 i'm not sad ! lol
darsh says:
 if i told u any thing that u will be sad towards  me 
Beth! says:
 don't tell me then, i don't want to be sad.
darsh says:
   
Beth! says:
 i am having a good day, i don't want it to be ruined haha
darsh says:
 i told u dont be sad to me 
 yeah mee 2 
Beth! says:
 well i am not sad with you now, but if you tell me anything not good, then i will be sad.
 and i don't want that.
darsh says:
 yeah meee 1 
 mee 2
 u stay single ... or u have a boy friend ? 
Beth! says:
 i am single but i am kind of with someone
 why?
darsh says:
 just for asking 
 coz i feel that u change towards mee
 a little 
Beth! says:
 how so?
darsh says:
 i feel it 
Beth! says:
 oh .. lol well i don't think i changed.
darsh says:
 but i feel u changed a lot ... when i  talk too u last time ... when i was in egypt
Beth! says:
 i'm sorry i guess i am just different now 
darsh says:
 never mind ,, it`s ok 
 but u didnot ask ... every time i ask to u 
 and u dont 
 u forgot ........... 
Beth! says:
 i forgot?
darsh says:
 thw last year 
 when i stay at the res. ?
Beth! says:
 yeah i know what happened last year, but that was last year.
darsh says:
 dont be sad when  i told u that 
Beth! says:
 i am over whatever you told me last year. i am very happy where i am now.
darsh says:
 ok beth 
 but u want to stay single all the time 
 ?
Beth! says:
 no, but i have someone in mind that i want. 
darsh says:
 and u found it ?
Beth! says:
 yes i know who he is, and he is the only one i want to be with.
darsh says:
 canadian ?
Beth! says:
 yess
darsh says:
 haha 
 k 
 c u 
Beth! says:
 uh k .. bye
darsh says:
 if i will remove u from face book ... u will be sad ?
 ??
 ??
Beth! said (5:10 PM):
 hahahahahha
 maybe
 why would you delete me though?

i already wrote this on my tumblr, but whatevs.

MY WEEKEND SUCKED ASS & WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF MONEY.

Went to Halifax. Got drunk in an appartment. Vanessa got super sick. We ate pizza.
Shopped at Lush & Old Navy. Got a lost on the way to our hotel. GOT AN AMAZING HOTEL SUITE. Went out to eat. Got to see Megan & Shannyn and some Hali girls that are friends with Brit. Got drunk again. Got kicked out of our hotel. Went to the DOME. Stood alone in line for almost 40 minutes. Sat alone at the bar because I couldn’t find anyone. Finally found Lauren, Kaitlyn and Vanessa. Danced/Made out with a brown boy. Got yelled at in front of everyone by Britney because “I told Lauren that she ditched me”. Went outside to get air and made friends with a police officer named Paul and a gay guy who got kicked out of the bar for making out with a guy on the dance floor. Cried my eyes out when Brit wouldn’t stop yelling. Vanessa looked after me. We had nowhere to stay, so Lauren drove us back to Cape Breton. We left Haliwood at 5:00am, and got back at 10:00am and we stopped at Rita’s Tea Room but it was closed. 

We still have to pay for the hotel, even though we didn’t stay, and even though we didn’t do anything except be loud. No damage or anything.
I decided it was better if I didn’t tell my mum or dad this.

OH LOVE LIFE YEHAW & ALL THAT JAZZ :D
so i went for a drive last night with travis. he picked me up at 9 and droped me off at 11. we just like drove all around sydney, glace bay, new waterford & all these little random places. 
leave it to me to find a guy i like who hates water and boats. fml.  AHAHA, kiddinggg ..
he's one of those guys who teases a lot, and jokes. he actually had me in stitches laughing at some of the things. it was funnn !
nothing happened or anything, but i don't need that.
i like taking thing slow.
and when he texted me after he was saying how i probs wouldn't want to see him again. wtf, why not? then we made plans for next weekend and kept joking around. 
i be happy right now, except i won't see him all weekend out cause i'll be in halifax.
and i kind of don't want to mack anyone in haliwood, but i'm scared i will. i'll be drunk texting him all along anyways so i'm sure it'll come up if he'd care or not. if he cares, he won't want me to. right?
sdfghjkllkjhgfdfgjklfgkl; :)

i had two coolers friday, i was just too tired. brit was super mad that i didn't drink with them. my nickname for the night was bitchy betty. i am glad i didn't though. 
saturday, however, i was the first one drunk, the last one drunk and the drunkest. it started out sad, because we went to say goodbye to denielle at the airport because she was leaving to move to calgary and we were all crying. then we all just started drinking as soon as we got back to rez. i remember dancing on the couch to the rankins, i remember playing hand clapping games (cee cee my playmate and stuff like that) then I remember stealing someones shoes to go to teh capri in. a friend drove me and two others and we were all pouring out hearts out in the car. got there, and i can't remember a thing. everyone said i was at the bar and some asian was with me, then the whole night i was dancing with him & macking him and all over him. WHY MUST I ALWAYS GO WITH THE ASIANS? not sure how i got home, but we stopped at burger king & i remember there was a guy in the trunk with an unfamiliar accent. lauren found me passed out on someone's bed on 3rd floor (for the record, i don't actually know anyone on the third floor..) then we pretended to lock ourselves out of our apartment so rhys and billy would help us get in, but then we actually DID lock ourselves out. i remember spicy was around a lot and i was passing out on his chair, and he was going to cook me eggs. i don't even like eggs, so i'm glad he didn't.
lauren macked jamal ! hahahahhahahhahahahah .. britney might've too .. hahahahahahahhaha
i remember spicy, jamal, lauren and me were all laying on laurens floor rolling around pretending to talk to lady gaga on spicys blackberry and playing more hand clapping games. 
lauren invited me to sleep in her bed, so i was all cozy then brit came in and called me "snoring whoring" and i wasn't aloud to sleep in laurens bed. cause she was going to sleep there too, and she wouldn't sleep there if i was there. so i got mad and went to my bed. then brit came in and we started crying together. then lauren came in and we all ate loads of peanuts. towards the end, they were like where should we put the shells?
and APPARENTLY i said "just shove it between the wall and the bed, and i'll clean it when i wake up". i am such an idiot. i woke up with peanut shells EVERYWHERE. literally. all through my hair, my bed, covering the floor and everything. there was also a swiffer in my room. i have a carpet, so i'm not really sure how that would help..
it was a good night.

ugh frustrations ..

i hate this weekend. 4 year since my parents split and it still kills me thinking about it. so i have this big plan to be drunk all weekend and have a great time and think about anything but thanksgiving and all that jazz.
so i went to the main event last night with some glace bay girls. britney ditched us for a guy who she brought home & slept with. i had a great time with the girls, but lauren was all bitchy cause brit left us & how brit's always mad about when lauren ditches her. whatever, it's stupid shit.
we have a great time there, then when we get home there's a random sleeping on our couch. so we try to wake the buddy up & he's out cold. then lauren gets all loud talking about britney and he wakes up. he was the guy brit was hooking up with's friend who drove him here. he was so drunk poor guy, but he seemed nice enough. i tried to give lauren ponee my bed because i was being a good hostess, so i slept on the other couch. then lauren ponee wouldn't sleep in the bed cause she didn't want to be mean. so we had a big sleep over in the living room. 
brit called at 7:30 with JP left, and i went in to talk to her. she apologized and stuff. brit asked if travis was there last night and i said no, because he wasn't. but he asked me out to go to the movies, and she was like ohh, lauren's not gonna be happy. LIKE A GIVE A FUCK IF LAUREN'S HAPPY. seriously? cause he was a loser THREE YEARS AGO, doesn't mean he is one now. even if he is, who the fuck cares? ohh my best friends do, so i should stop talking to him and be a complete bitch to someone who's been nothing but nice to me since i met him. yeaaa, sounds like a fucking brilliant plan.


so i couldn't go back to sleep after that.
i think darcy and i are going to have a girlie day today in her room so i can get away from 206 & the people in it. but it's spicy's 25th birthday today .. me, lauren and brit bought him a singing card and a pipe. i hope he likes it, cause it was 20$ each. and i really don't have money to spare. whatevaa, i guess he's my roomie, he should be worth it haha :)

:)

Sam and I before the Foam Party

So Thursday was shitty, but Friday made up for it. Apparently the rule is, if you have two weekends of drama, you get one day drama free.
So Friday was the foam party. I drank more than half a quart of vodka and was loving life. I was wearing my rubber boots, and dancing with J.J (mikes girlfriend). Mike didn't get there until 11. Everybody else went to the foam party and I wasn't going to because I didn't get a bracelet in time. I remember dancing with J.J & yelling out the window and then turning around and Mike was behind us. Jenna was here for the weekend, so she came back and begged me to go over again with her. I taped on J.J's bracelet and then literally RAN to the pitt. We got in and went straight to the foam. For those of you who don't know what a foam party is.. they basically fill the bar with bubbly soap/ foam. I remember dancing with this guy Andrew, and his girl friend was right there. She was like all for it. We could have macked for all I know, but Jenna said the girlfriend was like "let her dance with him and you dance with me" .. He was hot though. Yep.
Honestly I can't even remember what we did when we got back. I watched the run aways until 5am, and I honestly could not tell you what it was about, or any of the key points that happened. I went to bed at 7am and woke up at 8am. I could not bend my knees at all when I did wake up. I wrote on Brits wall telling her to come in and check on me when she woke up. 
Britney, Sam, Lauren and Jenna all laughed at all me day because I was limping and it took about 4 hours to get from my room to the kitchen. They decided to call me Betty Fox, and without telling me, they changed my facebook name and 'liked' 100 Terry Fox pages. ONE HUNDRED of them exactly. I got kind of pissed, but I'll admit I looked like shit, and it was pretty funny now that I look back on it. My relationship status is widowed now, and I disowned all four of the girls as my children.
I was really scared I wasn't going to be able to go to the capri and see Travis, because I knew he was going. But once I started drinking, the pain went away ! it actually did .. and so I went. But not after Britney kicked Mike's friend Alex out of our apartment for being annoying and throwing a facecloth at her. I feel bad cause he was hot and french, but he was really getting on my nerves too. Brittany Marie was annoying everyone too bragging about her sex life an how she lost 100 pounds .. not true. Britney definitely let her mouth go off and Brittany Marie decided the capri wasn't really where she wanted to go. Jenna, Britney and a stoned Lauren all went in though. As soon as we got there they all wanted to leave. I was sooo pissed off. I guilted them into staying for a while, and I spotted him but I got all nervous and didn't want to go over. So the girls decided to go outside and get poutine. I just sat in the corner and salked, but then Travis and his friend Ryan came out looking for me. They bought some fries and just sat and talked with me for a while until Britney hailed a cab and made me leave. The guys said they'd come party with us one night. 
After we left he was saying he regretted not dancing with me again, and he wishes I could've stayed there with him, and he called me pretty & said he thought I was going to stand him up. OBVIOUSLY I wouldn't do that.
Today we missed the CBU attempt to beat the world record for biggest water balloon fight that I was really excited for. We cleaned instead, and did laundry. Travis texted me asking if I was hungover, and we talked from like 6 - 12 when he went to bed. I said I went to see the Devil in theatres on tuesday and he was like "why didn't you tell me i would've went, now im just going to have to cry myself to sleep" then when i said next time he would be invited for sure he said he would love to. Did I ask him on a date right there? I'm not actually sure. Sam, Brit, Lauren and I searched our cubbords high and low and we couldn't find anything to eat, so we went to Italian Village and had pizza. It was so good, but I'm stuffedddd.
I feel like I'm missing something, but it's late and I have an early class.