ugh frustrations ..

i hate this weekend. 4 year since my parents split and it still kills me thinking about it. so i have this big plan to be drunk all weekend and have a great time and think about anything but thanksgiving and all that jazz.
so i went to the main event last night with some glace bay girls. britney ditched us for a guy who she brought home & slept with. i had a great time with the girls, but lauren was all bitchy cause brit left us & how brit's always mad about when lauren ditches her. whatever, it's stupid shit.
we have a great time there, then when we get home there's a random sleeping on our couch. so we try to wake the buddy up & he's out cold. then lauren gets all loud talking about britney and he wakes up. he was the guy brit was hooking up with's friend who drove him here. he was so drunk poor guy, but he seemed nice enough. i tried to give lauren ponee my bed because i was being a good hostess, so i slept on the other couch. then lauren ponee wouldn't sleep in the bed cause she didn't want to be mean. so we had a big sleep over in the living room. 
brit called at 7:30 with JP left, and i went in to talk to her. she apologized and stuff. brit asked if travis was there last night and i said no, because he wasn't. but he asked me out to go to the movies, and she was like ohh, lauren's not gonna be happy. LIKE A GIVE A FUCK IF LAUREN'S HAPPY. seriously? cause he was a loser THREE YEARS AGO, doesn't mean he is one now. even if he is, who the fuck cares? ohh my best friends do, so i should stop talking to him and be a complete bitch to someone who's been nothing but nice to me since i met him. yeaaa, sounds like a fucking brilliant plan.


so i couldn't go back to sleep after that.
i think darcy and i are going to have a girlie day today in her room so i can get away from 206 & the people in it. but it's spicy's 25th birthday today .. me, lauren and brit bought him a singing card and a pipe. i hope he likes it, cause it was 20$ each. and i really don't have money to spare. whatevaa, i guess he's my roomie, he should be worth it haha :)